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My family is going on a japan trip on dec 8 midnight for a week. without me. For many people especially guys my age, i know that would mean a whole week of freedom, with the whole house to yourself. A really exciting tot wouldnt it be? You would rejoice and hope that day could come soon so that it would mean yr freedom is somewhere nearby.. But for me.. its really demoralising... and not because i am not able to go to japan... but rather because i am simply left out of their plans.. altogether.. they are discussing and discussing forever about the trip... and i can only avoid and go to my room. i dunno about anyone reading this right now.. maybe u will think its sissy to be feeling this especially when i am a 19 years old male, who really shd be jumping up and down about this news.. but no... i am not and i am feeling downright down down down... and everytime i get my spirits up again... it goes right back down when they talk about the trip... where they are going to visit... what are they going to prepare for the trip so on... its like the whole family for once neglected u.. left u in singapore... and the most foolish thing i swear.. was that i tot that they wont really leave me behind in singapore.. since they have aldr beeen planning this... but to my horror, my thinking was just plain naive.. dumb and foolish to the end.. hais... ranting here does not even serve a purpose at all. damn. |
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