POSTED ON Thursday, September 4, 2008 AT 12:31 AM \ leave a comment (0)
hmmm wad i want to say leh? i rmbed the last hols. ( the taiwan one)
it was on nov 21th :D
i remember i looked forward SOOOOOO much to it...
everyday i will countdown... left one month! left 3 weeks! left 2 weeks!! LEFT ONE DAY!!! happy!
but dunno why this time i dun have this feeling...
instead i am starting to dread the week to come ...
i am starting to wonder... will i really enjoy the week long holiday?

den i realised why i feel this way..
i realised i really will miss my darling piggy v much if i go for the weeklong hols ( too late to pull out anyway)
i am seriously swearing that i will give up this chance if i were to choose whether i go or not.
cos i rmbed during the exam period. we went 5 days not meeting each other.
i nearly died.
wad more a week without any form of communications.
really i tink i would miss her really alot. 5th month coming soon!

Den today something happened. i realised if i am not by her side for that week.
i really feel scared. i really feel so sorry for her. haiz...
i really dunno how to explain as well lol!
i hope becos its the last week, she can be happier! :D
and i swear on the sunday i am going to find her. be it going to her hse or wad if she is too tired to meet me :D
haha Lim Jun Hong is hopeless guys..

camp is coming... been selected to be the chief MIU and alright i am still like in my dreamland.
kant really believe it actually but seriously i need some time to start realising that wad zk told me that night...
WAS TRUE.
SERIOUSLY. i dunno why my vote suddenly can go so high.. no idea.
but hope they havent misplace their confidence and trust.
will do well... or rather. must do well! :D

Had a interview today for esplanade bar.! hahaha.. it went on pretty well..
and it turned out Leon was a pretty nice guy after all... ( i still couldnt decide whether he is a local or not)
he kind of joked abit while interviewing me.. and it relax the mood a little. :D
and tadah.. i start work on sat!!! :) darling said shes going to find me on sat.
i hope she does :) cos dunno why.. hahaha.. ahh wadever.. i wont blame her if she doesnt either.
she may be so damn tired after "suffering" at bet****** international. ( i figure out i better not blog out the name in case they read it and somehow linked back to her. :x hahaha)
poor thing but however i hope weekend reaches soon so she can have a proper rest.

u know WANG ZI from bbt? lmao.. ALRIGHT. i am not a fan of his obviously. ( or that makes me a gay as i dun really think he has much talent for me to admire anyway!)
i just CHANCED on his blog. and he got like super alot pics lah...
and omg altho i tink some ppl may think his hair is kinda SISSY. but i tink its pretty cool!
hahaha! why am i saying this.. nothing really.. outta randomness. just hope my hair have the same style and colour onli -.- sadly no!!!!!

diao... maybe going back school tml after finding darling for lunch :D
at last going back to club to have a look huh? hahaha!
erm.. shall end here? hahaha.. long bo!!

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