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POSTED ON Tuesday, June 17, 2008 AT 2:32 AM \ leave a comment (0)

i was looking at the serene night.
thinking: oh how so peaceful can it be.
i mean. without a single noise. nothing to distract me.
it somehow clears my mind. of everything.
practically i have been trying so hard to clear my mind off EVERYTHING.
studies. family problems. friendships. relationships.
only me and me in this world.
yeah i tink it helped when i look at the sky tonight.
i guess it did. a little. made me happy. because i suddenly felt so light like never b4.
like nothing to make me worry. sad. angry. and even, happy.
crazy huh. but too bad. things just goes back to reality and i really have to face up to it.
sometimes i eat every sad things that happen around me the moment they come to me.
because i dun want anyone that feels concerned about me worried that i might be troubled.
and of cos i guess that applies to everyone else out there.
but the thing will be. sometimes i would eat too much until i...
but things do happen! and den u will know.
who are really ur best friends that stood by you when u r in need.
who are those fake ones who shun away the moment u need them.
who are those that gained your respect. your trust. your friendship.
and those who lost some or all of them.
why am i typing all this? i emphasize i am not emo.
maybe most ppl will think i am becos of the genre of this post. but really i am not. =)

i have realised mine in this serene night. have you even started thinking yet? =)