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i guess i never had those "self discipline" kind of stuffs with me to begin with. seriously i am so disappointed. when i got the results while i was still doing the fo camp. i told myself. Year 1 has been a total flop. altho i barely scrape thru to year 2. and i reminded myself time and again. i must study hard for year 2. i must not let wad happen in year 1 happen again. when the new term started. For the 1st few days, i am still very enthu. but after that. somehow everyhing died off. and den back to my slacking personality again. i just couldnt get it right. i am a student. my role in this world is to study. but yet time and again i disappoint myself. when the 3 weeks holidays came. i told myself. after this hols, it will be mst. i told myself that i must study no matter wad. For the 1st week. it was the sub comm camp which i told myself not to go. but ended up going. after that i told myself. for the 1st week. i shall play hard and dun care about studies. 2nd week den start. 2nd week came and i did not even touch the book. 3rd week came and altho i did touch the books and started studying, it was aldr too late i guess. now mst i know i will not do well. and so i will start to think. semestral exam do well jiu can le ma. but WILL I REALLY DO THAT? it will be a no if i continue to NOT have the self discipline. today i went into the exam room. with formulas floating all over my mind. when i sat down. i realised. actually i forgot most of the formulas aldr. i was at total despair. i dint know wad to do actually. should i just raise my hand and tell the lecturer that i finish my paper aldr? With the paper most of the qns not done? i have no idea at all. i guessed without practice, u just kant get the formulas into ur mind. thats the 1st ever time i felt so "dunno wad to do" i guessed i had it coming and i have no one to blame. right. i have 75 percent more to acheive. i hope i can really do well for my labtests and semestral exam. i must beg myself aldr. study hard aldr. 8 more weeks it will be the exams. you dun have much time already, Lim Junhong. |
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