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Regrets

POSTED ON Monday, July 1, 2013 AT 1:55 PM \ leave a comment (0)

Hi blog.

Its July 1st today, which means another semester has started for me. Since i have some spare time before i need to head for school, i would like to start my blog rolling with the first subject: Regrets.

There are certainly things in life which i feel would have ended up better if i have or haven't done something. Some of which i still regret now, some of which i regretted in the past but doesn't matter anymore now.

During my secondary schooling days, i really regretted not studying as much. I went to school everyday learning pretty much nothing and every time when the examination week approaches, i will be very flustered and start to study but we all know that it would already be too late. So i failed pretty much everything except for my chinese language. I was quite disappointed about that and still am and up to this day, i still do regretted for not revising my work and scored badly.

Second, i regretted choosing Electronics Engineering course during my poly days as my maths is really very weak and i have totally no interest in the course. My results are quite bad and i even repeated a module. Even though i eventually graduated from my course with my diploma, my GPA was really bad and i couldn't get into a local university. That really sucks considering that i am not from a rich family and my family couldn't afford to send me overseas for studies thus i would need to study in SIM which does not come cheap neither. Every time i ask for my school fees from my dad, it hurts and yes i still regretted this up till now.

Thirdly, i really regretted falling in love with someone whom does not feel the same way towards me. Its quite peculiar as she made her move towards me first but everything ended up not the way i would have expected to. I felt i spend a moronic year to try and forget about her. However, i do not think it is a issue anymore as she is already out of my life long ago after i met my current girlfriend :) So to be honest, i don't really feel as regretful now and just let it become a memory as well as a lesson.

Forth, I regretted putting on so much weight. Its really easy to put on weight but its really hard to lose them and its a uphill task from now on to lose some weight. So i would have to work extra harder to lose some weight.

Fifth. i regretted drifting apart from my secondary school buddies. Every time i see some of them going overseas together or coming together for a meet, it pains me because i was so close to them during my secondary school days but yet i did not maintain this relationships and managed to let them slip away. Now i find it awkward if i try and contact them or go out with them so i don't now. But seriously, i should have hold on to these friendships.

There might be some smaller regretful moments around but this are the major ones i can currently think of and i hope the next time i look back at this post, i will not feel as regretful as how i do now.

POSTED ON Thursday, June 27, 2013 AT 2:11 AM \ leave a comment (0)

Hi Blog!

Really sibeh jialat siah! Like a 2 years and 4 months never blog already. So much has changed since; except for the fact that i am still attached with the same girl, going into our 6th year together! I believe the last post was about me posting to 30SCE, but obviously i have ORDed and i am studying hard at SIM Global! Pardon my simple English because apparently enlisting in army hasn't help at all with my English and so i am still typing out crappy English.

Just finished my second semester of my course and results are quite okay if you compare to what i get during my first year in SP. You could say I am pretty pleased with my results. Just managed to remember my blog link and made me realize that it's really been a long time! So much things have changed, who i am interacting with now and stuffs. Even Singapore trying to change by hailing yesterday. Scare the shit out of me. I thought the ice would break the window or something as it is hitting on it so hard. Well got to admit everything has changed.

After looking at my blog, decided its time i use it the way it should be, to read what i have done or feel for the past few years. Actually there's more but those are the memories to forget although i figure i would read them one day! I guess that is what the blog is for!

As i have been in hiatus for long, i actually thought that this would be an self introduction back into blogging so hope from next post onward, i would have a good subject every time i do a post! :)

Hoping this can improve my English!

POSTED ON Wednesday, February 2, 2011 AT 5:00 PM \ leave a comment (0)

Back at home for CNY.
Happy that i can get a 4 day rest.
Sad i can most prob meet dear for just a day.
Prolly have to make full use of that little time together then.
i wonder will distance make our hearts fonder...
or otherwise?
happy cny to whoever reading it right nw.
kena field camp straight after this weekend.
good luck!

POSTED ON Sunday, January 30, 2011 AT 4:13 PM \ leave a comment (0)

Found myself in 30 SCE from 2 weeks ago.
Life there isnt that bad at the moment.
Made a few friends there already and hope our bonds can be forged even stronger.
Chinese new year soon and i hope i can get a good rest and of course,
spend more time with dear.
somehow got this inauspicious feeling though.
wonder what could that be?

Let the history go...